If you're going through hell.. keep going?

By this time, I should be conducting my lessons in rarejob... But here I am posting this blog and chatting with my best buddies. I am too stressed and I need a break...
Guess what? I've been in my current job for 4 months and 8 days and I have been encountering a lot of problems.  Oh yes... life is so great! This is my second major problem in the past two weeks.
This is what I got after complaining why my life is so freakin boring... That's why... knock! knock! Girl, here's the twist in your life. You'll no longer find your life boring... Charan! Problems... And take note, to the next level na. I'm done with my petty issues and dilemmas. Difficulties in money, health and love are too redundant. That's why now, I am screwed up at work.
And now here I am asking myself,  what am I doing wrong? Or should i rephrase it to, am i doing it right?
I don't want to fail for the second time. I have been a deadbeat to myself, to my best friends and to my family when the cram school flopped. I don't want that to happen again. I can do other things other than conducting lessons for Koreans and Japanese. But with the way things are... Am I really fit for these profession?
Argh!
Buti na lang, I have my best buds to the rescue... They were trying to console me by reminding me of my motto.   "If you're going through hell, keep going! di ba?" And I was like telling them,  Can i really keep going?
Anyway, sorry for the negative feelings that I am sharing... This is my way to release stress. Haha! It makes me feel better. Xempre kanina while I am pressured and tensed, I look stupid. My forehead and nose were all covered with sweat. Then my usual Chinese looking eyes were getting bigger.  I'm uber problematic na nga, I look like an idiot pa.
Anyway, these too shall pass. Thanks best buds! Wanna give you all a bear hug...

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